June 18, 2022

Jakarta adalah Benci yang Dirindukan

I have been staying in this city for almost ten years. it means that I have known well how stay alive in this city and then I've been through every single good and bad things in this place. traffic jam, loneliness, stay away from my family etc.

I have never even thought before that I would move to this capital city, living here, getting married and getting job here. I come from a rural village far away from south sulawesi, being a urban community here. so far, my life is running well here without obstacles, everything is fine but there are things that I can't deal with this city are traffic jam, neighbour life and the individualistic.

I'm still thinking move to another city in this island like maybe central java eventhough, Jakarta is like the city that I hate but I miss it. I love this city for every single things here. wherever I go, this city has become my home because I have a literally home here and my family. my kid getting grow and taking school here, so there's no reason for me to hate this city at all.

Perhaps, one day I move from this city but for all the memories here, I will keep this city deep in my heart and I will never really forget it. if I stay in another city, I will visit this city regularly. This city has given me a lot blessing and my bodies being united with the land and the water here.

In this year, I don't really know whether I'm still live in this city or not. probably my office will mutation me to the branch office in another city. it is a big possible but I'm trying to find a chance to be a lecturer in one of campus around this city, hopely it dream come true. 

Getting job which linear with our major is enjoyable and the rest of life will getting desirable. I'm working in the field which don't really has connected with my major at all. I feel like my skill can't grow very well.

but anyway, Jakarta is part of my life. live or not here, I'm gonna put it down in my bottom heart.

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