Today is my graduation as a student of Parmad. since I decide to took place at this campus, I convince mysef to finish my studies on time, but it didn't works. My study finished completely 2,6 years but it's okay because despite of studying, I also working 6 days a weeks that's why, I just 2 days in focusing study.
Studying in strata 2 IR study absolutely hard. I realize that IR study has a main keys likely, master in english, politics, history and the other subject that engage with social subject. I know that I have to read more literatures but in fact, mostly I spent much time in gadget. I always do some procractinate until the exam days come.
I'm still regret why I didn't effort all out when writing my thesis. even that thesis done but I think, some argument still poor and it should be more than it. I always think how the way to change my bad habit and more focus in studying because I'm still keep in my mind to be a lecturer. if I don't spend my time in studying, impossible to make it come true. as a lecturer, has to be a maniac reading, whatsoever.
But today, I'm going to celebrate my graduation as a master even the days ahead, it will so many challenges come and I have to set my mind that as a master, I have a good mindset in facing all the challenges. I'm still hope that I can work at education field as a lecturer or researcher, I don't even sure that it's easy to do but I think, if I dont try it, impossible to know my limit.
One of the hard thing is moving from financial work to education field, all the more, there is no connection between education with my work at now, maybe just public speaking.
From now, I have to immerse myself in studying anything about my subject. try to be a good speaker in fron of public and applying in some campus. hopely I can make dream come true as soon as possible because I'm 30an, it mean that I dont have much time to achieve it.
keep finger up to God
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